December 2009
“ugh i would like to enjoy the fruits of my labor of fetching another the...”
– dave i love him raffa
i miss my lovely coco
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this doesn’t feel right anymore. hoping it will pass but how do i get myself away from these thoughts. it’s all wrong.
it’s when i get that feeling in the pit of my stomach, reminding me that what i have and want will never be perfect. It’s that feeling when my stomach drops but it just gets worse and worse. it’s this feeling that i won’t ever be good enough. it’s everything i keep inside and pretend is not there. it’s everything that brings me back to this.
i might as well begin my to-do list that i probably won’t do for winter break :
-MAKE MONEY
-museum of natrual history
-take pictures
-woodbury commons
-thrift for new boots and a faux leopard coat !
-LOOK FOR INTERNSHIP FOR THE SUMMER
-practice website making
-go sledding
-st. mark’s place
-Boston
-any city in the northeast area
-New Hope, PA
-see more shows
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