January 2010
tired of it tired of ittired of ittired of ittired of ittired of ittired of ittired of ittired of ittired of ittired of ittired of ittired of ittired of ittired of it
why am i doing this to myself
i’m just so tired of coming home to nobody
i hate believing in something that won’t ever happen. when do i get what i deserve.
“So gimme a Guinness. Gimme a keystone light. Gimme a kegger on a Friday...”
– Titus is god
i sometimes feel like i don’t want this
when is it worth it ?
i am so god damn sick of being pissed off of the same shit OVER and OVER again and you decide to not care or do anything to change my mind. It makes this whole thing seem so overrated. I give everything and i get shit in return sometimes.
i wish i could revive my motivation.
And it hurts to be apart, but hurts even more to attempt to move on
i already feel nervous about everything.
i have no words for how i feel.
gimme someone else’s life, gimme someone else’s body.
when my lips move sounds don’t come out.
i’m not lying to you, you’ve been lying to yourself. I will not keep company with your misery.
i am so hurt and disappointed in my own mother that i can’t even express it in words.
it’s really not okay